5.20.2011

Change is a comin'...

I know change is inevitable.
You can't really LIVE life without changes taking place, 
if you did,it probably wouldn't be much of one.
I tell myself this everytime, because I hate change.
I just do.
With me; change = goodbyes
I suck at goodbyes...and when something changes,
it means something old is replaced to make room for something new.
Why change?
Especially when you THINK your life is in a good place all the way around.
 Why the sudden urgency to do something different?
But it never fails...I get this ants in my pants kinda feeling and I know...
Something needs to change.
And here we are...at it again.
Next week will be my last week of work.
The last time I didn't work, I was 14 and in middle school.
I don't know life without a 9 to 5 job.
But, I also didn't know how working after having my son would affect me.
Graciously, the Lord has blessed us in a way that I can stay home.
My husband is willing to work and do whatever it takes so that I can raise our children.
We hope to have more.
I hope this gives me more time to FOCUS on taking care of my health.
Spending time together as a family.
Home is where my heart is always, 
no matter where I'm at in my day.
Because my greatest treasures await there.
For me to make time, real quality time...
to love, teach, learn, vacuum, potty train, sew buttons, 
and kiss boo boo's, and facilitate time outs, appreciate, 
cook, pray, read, share meals, love some more and...
Just BE home.
So change and I have a truce, and understanding, if you will.
It's gonna be a part of my life.
Whether I like it or not.
And more often than not, the change is needed.

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